he's perfect

no, I don't have him up high on this pedestal. I know he has many flaws. I've seen his many flaws. he and I are very different people. I don't agree with some of the things he believes in. and he doesn't agree with some of the things I believe in. I see his many flaws and they don't bother me. I still find him so perfect. despite his flaws, he's still so perfect. he's naive, stubborn, confusing, nerdy, and sometimes, antisocial. it doesn't stop me. he's still everything I want. he's still all I want. I wish I could say it wasn't true.

maybe I'm this absolutely insane stalker-ish girl, with a silly major crush.
I don't know.

The sound of his voice makes me smile.
Hearing his name makes me blush.
Talking to him can make my day.
Hanging out with him makes me laugh.
Standing in his arms makes me feel safe.

basically, he makes me happier. usually.
that's all I need to know.

I wish he realized what he did for me...
I wish I felt secure enough to tell him...